Goose bumps

Listening to Tori Amos' rendition of Cooling. Goose bumps ripple my skin and I remember a time when I was younger and much more sensitive. This safety and happiness comes with a price, never did I doubt it, and now it seems I have glimpsed the costs involved with growing.
Fitter, Happier, More productive.

I actually miss the times when I would just spend whole days listening to beautiful music and feeling like hell. Ani said something at a show, how in life she had found that "the deeper the beauty, the deeper the sadness" (or was it the other way around?).

But still.. the goose bumps going down my spine right now are nice. And maybe nothing is irreversible.

"And is your place in heaven
Worth giving up these kisses
These, these kisses

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This is cooling
Faster than I can
Hey yes, faster than I can
Hey, this is cooling."

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